I am a married physically fit attractive tall dark haired man in my early forties. I have been married a long time to someone who has said she no longer loves me but didn't really have to tell me. Until the kids are grown or at least older things will most likely remain unchanged and I don't wish to recklessly lose everything over my libido. I am really pretty lonely for someone to talk to and fantasize with about escaping away if only for a few hours at a time to imagine cuddling on the couch, taking a hike holding hands in the woods etc and ultimately someone who takes pleasure in being pleasured and giving the same delight in return. I will be unable to even check this on a regular basis but do look forward to your response