My name is Chris...Im very sarcastic. I play golf. I eat. I sleep. I drink. Im laidback. I go to BC. I hate it. I know I want to be wealthy but I dont know what the fuck I want to do and what I want to be so I have no idea how I'm going to get there. Im very kickback. I like seeing movies. Partyings cool but its the same shit just a different day, Id rather kick back with a bunch of friends. I'm single. Burnt out on life right now. I want to go to the PGA but Im so far away from being good enough I dont know if it's for me. If golf doesnt work, I dont know what Im going to do with my life for a career because "college" sucks! High school was a waste of time because college makes you learn the same bullshit all over again.I've been through so much bullshit in my life that I don't know how I've been able to live through it. I know have a good oportunity to do good, but that doesn't mean shit. I've loved, I've lost, I'm still learning. I forgive and I forget. I try not to judge a book by its cover but once I start reading they're all the same story. I don't think I'll ever find my notebook. In my case, what goes around surely doesnt come around. Everyone who has fucked me over is just fuckin happy go lucky and just another example of how life is taking a magnifying glass and burning the fuck out of me. If you are to meet me in person, I'll seem fine and normal, but really I'm suffering inside. I hide my feelings. Sometimes I feel like my life is going nowhere and it has no purpose. I don't understand why we go through things just to experience it and "learn" from those experiences just to make us "stronger." I'm still trying to figure out who I am and where I'm going in life. Life would be so much easier to have someone by my side.